Complicated Week

Last week was just a complicated week for me. A lot things things happened together,happiness,sorrow,disappointment just messed together.However I rather to start from the happiness. Last Friday was my last paper and once it has finished I just so thrilled eventhough I did not really know how to tackle those questions but since it is over,I don't wanna bother it anymore. I knew a lot of us didn't know too,we kept on showing off about how stupid we were by showing our lame answers during the exam,ya! A question that should be written in a whole page,ermm,I just wrote about five sentences,hahaha,but....mine was not the shortest. Anyway,now,the priority should be put onto the holiday planning.

Now is the turn for the disappointment.Last Saturday was our Fosis Night.It was held for form six students and I was the MC.Usually I should be happy with that but that day....omg!Only few from lower six attended the occasion and most from upper six whom I don't really close with,haiz.Actually I refused to go too but since the pengerusi wanna me to be the MC and I was willing to be,that's why I have to stick to my words.Those upper six were just busy with their photographing and just be ignorant to us,I was almost freeze talking in front there but we could not blame them for this since the preparation was not good enough. I just let it be but my co-MC was too serious and disappointed with their ignorance,I knew about his feeling so I didn't comfort him too much. I just told him to let by-gone be by-gone and he said:" I just wanna say it to relieve",I told you I know him.

The sorrow thing is the thing that I am not willing to see the most.My friend's parents divorced.I was so sorry to hear that and so guilty that I kept blaming why didn't she pick my phone before and after she told me about her parents' conflict then I knew that she needed time to calm down.Yesterday night when I was about to sleep she asked me through a sms about what should she does as her father is re-marrying,I was just dunno how should I comfort her . I just sent her a sms and wanted her to be strong as there is nothing she can do.I was wondering how useless I were that I could not even comfort a girl who I used to make she laughed almost every time we talked,sorry,I am so sorry to be a useless friend when you really need my help.

Don't worry,I will be fine and I will keep on my effort to comfort my friend so that the previous her will just re-appear.

New Guy With Old Thought

I have been studying in All Saints for few months and I've made a lot of new friends who I am strongly convinced that they treat me with sincerity.Thank you to all my friends.However my friends in Kian Kok still play important part in my life,I miss them all so much.

Tomorrow will be my last exam paper(macroeconomic),it's kinda hard for me but the more important is that this will be the signification for me that I will soon be on the pace towards STPM which will decide my life's direction,it force me to put myself in a stressful circumstance,that's why I have planned several stress relieving programmes during this year's holiday,so that I can enjoy this free moment.After STPM,I will have to go through another seperate with my friends in All Saints,haiz,so depressing.

About my old thought of course about the one that I like.It's been always enjoying and make me happy whenever I listened to songs that she gave me and everything.I uncontrollably recalled back memory that we have had together and it seems to be the most wonderful thing in my life.

Yeah,that's all about my old thoughts.Maybe I will have another good thing that I wish to express.All play in my mind now is about 'play,play and play'.I won't bother about the exam in this moment first.